pregnant.

omfg i had the two weirdest dreams ever. well the first one is more strange than the other one. so i had a dream i was pregnant and me and gun were like freaking the fuck out. and we told his mom and his mom was like, "oh that's ok just don't get an abortion" yadayada. then gain was SUPER mad saying shit like "i knew you guys were having sex! i feel so un-smart not seeing it before!" LOL. then we told roger and that fucker told the whole school. and instead of drhs it was like some elite private school with like long connector halls and long ass rooms and shit and gates everywhere. so anyway, i'm walking around with a freaking human in my belly and everyone knows cause of roger -_- then i was so mad that i was considering abortion but then guns like, "no you can't kill our baby, i got zillions stashed in an island we can go there" HAHA but then eventually my parents find out; but i don't remember their reaction to the new bundle of joy. i swear the dream felt SO real. i was freaking out like, "WTF why did i get pregnant? stupid guns demon seeds infested inside me." then like i swear this dream was SO long because then some demon child try to kill me at school. like following me and shit and i can hear him saying shit like die die die and crap. srsly. but i know how i started dreaming about the demon child cause before i went to sleep around 2am i was watching the movie Joshua. anyway i don't know where i got the pregnant thing?

then gun called me and woke me up then i went back to sleep and had a short dream that gun broke up with me and i was HELLA sad, crying and shit and pissed off too. i was screaming shit like "three fking years phansuwon?!" HAHA and we were still at that fking private school but mr. tim was there from lorbeer and then like it was a shorter dream, so all i remember was crying all the time HAHA and then for some reason my dad was the math teacher? my math teacher to be more specific.

i don't know. i always tell gun my dreams and he always says i have the most weirdest/creaive dreams ever.

i washed my car yesterday, yay me. there was grass and crap in the back -_- freaking sister and her damn soccer cleets and matthew and his football/baseball/soccer cleets. but i can't really blame him now cause he's being a ninja in taekwondo.

i miss gun :( as always. nothing new. but i was looking at my old emails and i found the oldest email Gun has ever sent me LOL the rest are freaking ridiculous.

click the picture to see the whole thing, for some reason blogspot won't show it all? you can't see the date unless you click ;(

i can't wait till he comes back :( he was suppose to come this wkend too.